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I haven’t been on thi in ages Ive lost my motivation and just given up but no more! I’ve got myself an exercise bike and I’ve lost 2 kilos in the last 3 weeks just by not even trying and eating a bit less so I’m imagining what I can do when I do try and excerise, my boyfriend of 3 years moved to Melbourne and said we would try and make it work within the first week I found out he was chatting up some girl already but no I still stayed with him even though he has cheated in me at least 6 times and every single one of them has been uglier than me and fatter. Which made me feel like absolute shit and hate myself so much, so he has been in melbourne for 2 months and 2weeks ago he dumped me through a text message we hadn’t actually spoken in 2 weeks (before the dumping) he refused to call me and explain everything stating it was ‘too hard’ for him so I tried not to speak to him it was hard but I cut back a bit he ended up calling me every morning for a week then he was coming back to Brisbane for a weekend didn’t talk to me for a few days and I knew he would go to this pub/club everyone goes to Friday night so I got my best friend and a few bottles of wine got so drunk I could barely walk and went to and of course one of the fat sluts he had sex with seen me and was rude to me which set me off so I went and found him and go really mad and demanded more respect and saying I know he still loves me and he should be able to spend a day with me out of decentcy he owed me at least that but no he promised he would so I called him the next day no answer and I got a text saying I ruined any chance of ever seeing him and then my friend told me he once cheated on me with probably the ugliest girl I’ve ever met inside and out so I just told him good luck I hope someone does this to him one day and got a new phone and I’ve cut him from my life and I have had the best week ever in a long time just hanging out with my best friend being cute and just being me no crying over someone who has no respect for me, I even went out on Friday and took someone home with me! I don’t care if that sounds horrible that makes me feel amazing seeing as it was mine and fuckfaces 3year annerversry I needed to forget him and that means that there must be something good about me for someone to want me and he wasn’t even drunk and the next day he stayed in bed cuddling me all day being so sweet and nice I haven’t had that in so long, I miss my relationship half the time only because I got comfortable but no I’m moving on having a fun year seeing as I’m 20 in December and have been with the same boy for 3years and about 6 months before that we were seeing each other on and off so being stuck with the same disrespectful controlling asshole since I was 16 I need to be fun and get drunk party and be a skanky hoe! I can not wait this year is going to be amazing! I really would like someone to talk about the weightloss stuff though I tell me friend every week how much I’ve lost but she doesn’t know all the thoughts behind it all so whoever if anyone was amazing enough to read my big sookie rant message me I’m a lovely supportive friend :)
good luck with reaching your GW ♥
Thank you so much :) I’ve lost my motivation and been all depressed and not even bothering :( but I’ve lost 2 kilos in the last 3 weeks :)
My boyfriend moves to melbourne tomorrow and I will only see him once every two weeks, so ofcourse we get into a screaming huge fight and instead of spending his last day here with me hes at the pub with his junkie fuckhead friend, this is all too much I need friends to help me through all this shit.
Just did 10 crunches, 5 donkey kicks ( leaning on my left leg because I couldnt swap legs my knee cant take that much pressure yet ) 10 squats and 10 lunges and went for a half an hour walk towards the end of my walk I tried to start jogging but bamm my leg started really hurting so I just walked quicker instead of jogging, ill work my way up to it soon I hope
Yes, this is hard. Weight loss is hard. Being healthy is hard. Being skinny is hard. But in the end? It is SO worth it. Confidence will be yours, and no one will be able to take it from you or deprive you of it. So if you’re thinking of giving up? Think of these:
- Bikinis
- Boys
- Summer
- Spring Break
- Leggings
- Skinny Jeans
- HIM
- Your UGW
- Proving Everyone Wrong
- Finally Feeling Beautiful
- Lower Numbers
- Being The Thin Friend
- Getting Stares
- Short Shorts
- New Piercings
- Not Being Self Conscious
- Before/After Photos
Still thinking of giving up?
Hi, this is my baby brother, Caden, he’s 1 years old and has BBR Leukemia. It’s ALL so its the easiest kind to treat. They are doing surgery and bone marrow soon & then starting chemo really soon! It will take about 3 1/2-4 years to cure, but he has a 96% rate of living. He’s gonna do it! Prayers would be greatly appreciated! So please reblog this. (: He’s gonna do it. He’s a fighter.<3 Love you little bro.
